Hair cut

Today i had cut my hair at one of the salon at Mutiara. Actually i had gone by tomorrow because i had to wait my sister until 4p.m. But yesterday the man that i want to help me cut my hair absent. This is the first time the i order people to help me cut my hair. haha~ Of course im scared to ask the worker there. So you know yesterday what am i said to the worker? I said, '' i heard from my friend that got one guy called Ken in your salon that very well in cutting hair...'' It is normal to heard people said like that because we really need his well hand and service. But, the question is the people who cut my hair before was sit beside the worker that i asked question. It heard funny when i realised after that. haha~However, it is good because the man is not really good at cutting and wasted money that time. Hope that he knows that he is not good enough and need to improve himself!

Talk back to my hair. Now my hair had become shorter and thinner. And my big face looked bigger...==
But i like it because i have no choice to choose. My face~~haiz~~eventhough i hate it but speechless....><

Pessimist

I admit that I am a pessimist. I always feel useless in doing thing and scared that people will comment on those thing which i had done. Very funny thing is when somebody comment bad thing on me and i will hate him/her and not talking to he/she for a period. This is my bad personality.hehe~~


Remember one time, my account teacher was talking to my friend about R&D report. When they were discussing and thinking on how to solve a problem that they faced in the report, i appeared in front of them (because i am one of the member). Then, of course, I had to give out my idea to help them solve the problem but my idea was out...and teacher had said one sentences that i wouldnt forget it in my whole life....'' You thought you are so clever to solve the problem'' ! At that movement, i was blank....
I hate myself in that time. Why i am so stupid to give out the idea on that time? But i am one of the member, and i  just try to help. Maybe is my fault to give out the idea with no permission of her. Now, i am scared to give out my idea again especially in all the class... haiz~><


''Is it my punishment to have a haughty face?'' I always ask the God. 
When i am quiet, i looked like i'm angry and conceited ;
When i am noisy, i looked like crazy.
Then what should i do? Become quiet or noisy?
Remember last saturday, a friend told me that i looked conceited when quiet. Even the teacher himself, I can feel that he sees me with different eye sight. 
I swear that i am not that kind of person. This kind of person is not suitable for my personality. The personality that appear inside of me is cheer and happy even sometime i am stressing with problem. And i admit that i am a good laughing person. Even one small funny point i also will laugh until stomach pain.
So, gambateh~I will try to make my face expression change to normal face!
and i would like to announce to anybody that 
'' I AM NOT HAUGHTY! I SWEAR! and dont look at me with the expression again! ''

Weird

haha and yo~~~ today is my first time writing blog.
It is weird because people like me also will create a blog.haha.
Unbelievable and awesome!!!
It means everything of the world can change even man's personality like me, haha~~
So as a human, we must always updated ourself to make that we are not left behind.....